I have a severe case of being antisocial
Every now and then I get into an anti-social mood but it usually doesn’t last more than a day or two. Lately though, it has been dragging out and encompassing all areas of my life: work, family, and friends. Nothing major took place to trigger a full blown anti-social mood but I think just a lot of little things have piled up and resulted in this. I find myself more bored at work by the minute. This new role has me in a more managerial role and not a doer role which is quite an adjustment. I’m just not sure what I should be doing and what I shouldn’t be doing. Over the past year and a half my core group of friends here in Houston have started to splinter. It’s mainly attributed to a few people whining and complaining all the time because they are miserable and unhappy but not wanting to change which makes them unbearable to be around. So there are groups formed and you can’t get everyone together as one large group - just small groups. So that is kinda sucking.
So I am left with this feeling of not wanting to do anything or talk to anyone. I’ve even sorta avoided my blog in a weird anti-social way. I realize none of this is healthy nor am I really looking for any advice or thoughts on the matter. I know what I need to do is branch out, take a fresh look at work, and get more involved and meet people at work and outside of work and everything will shape up. Unfortunately, I am an introvert so it will take a little time and effort on my side to get there but I am going to start by dragging my butt to the gym tonight and to the happy hour on Thursday. Figure I gotta start somewhere and some time so might as well start now.
